I just received ANOTHER rejection email for summer internships ... they are all the same. We regret to inform you that ... blah blah blah ... we had numerous qualified applicants ... blah blah blah. FUCK! I'm 0 for 3 out of the 6 applications I've heard back from.
While I'm holding back tears, my dad tried to make me feel better by telling me its the economy. Bullshit Dad. He just doesn't understand that there are kids way smarter than me, cause I'm the smartest one he knows. He tried to make me feel better by telling me I'm doing all I can and that I'm working as hard as I can. That's hard to hear when as hard as I can isn't getting me into the programs I want.
I've always been smart, and I've always been at the top of my class. I work hard and I sacrifice a lot of things for school. I've always had big dreams and I never wanted to settle for a back up plan. Shit I never even had a back up plan. Now I find myself scrambling to figure one out. I believe everything happens for a reason, I just hope I can figure out the reason for this.
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